just finished watching yuuki on tudou.
argh, i totally teared when i saw him with his bandages..
then he talked abt his fear.. T.T
he looked so tired and sad when he said 'just living alone is very taxing for me'
tt was super sad!
then cos the atmosphere suddenly became v tense,
he quickly changed his tone and said he was joking..
though he smiled and his tone was no longer sad, the smile nvr reached his eyes..
it's damn hard to act this way, like you sound happy and you smile,
yet. you dun feel how you look.
from the acting point of view, it's hard to act like this, having to express what the char DOESN'T want to show.
from the char's point of view, it's torture having to show wad you dun feel..
argh.. tt scene is super sad.. ):
then there's another sad scene too,
it was happy all the way till they say 'it's the last time we saw yuuki smile,
even till the end, the yuuki in the end still smiled..'
T.T
then the scene froze with him smiling widely..
he said he wanted to visit everyone who came to visit him when he's recovered.
the movie started with tt, and ended with tt too.
'arigato!' *smiles*
that was his last word..
his last wish, to thank everyone.

he taught everyone to cherish today's every min, every sec.
to grab hold of opportunities in life and make the best of them.
to work toward their dreams and nvr have regrets,
and tt's how he lived his life,
with no regrets (:
rest in peace, yuuki.